Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Happy Birthday Carson! If I could turn back time....

Wow! I cannot believe that you are 6 years old! The last 6 years have been a whirlwind. Through it all, the one thing that always stays true is how much your mother and I love you! We have some good days, some bad days, some good weeks, some bad weeks...but you never cease to amaze us.

We are so proud of how far you have come. You are a constant source of joy in our lives. You are such a perfect little boy! You have taught us so much in your short 6 years of life thus have taught us patience, understanding, open-mindedness and you've taught us to just go with the flow. You have taught us to appreciate every little thing that you do.

You have also taught us how to love deeper than I ever thought possible. You have changed my life so much for the better Carson. I barely recognize the person I once was. I go to bed and wake up thinking about you every day. You make me feel every emotion stronger than I once did. I thank God every night for giving you to your mother and I. You are a true blessing.

If I could do things over, of course I would do some things differently. I'm so sorry that you have to work so hard at some things that come naturally for others. I promise you that I am doing and will continue to do everything I can to give you the best life possible. You inspire me more than you'll ever know. Your courage and strength amazes me. Thank you for working so hard for us. You are going to be okay Carson...I promise you that. The most important thing to your mother and I is that you are happy and you ARE! When I hear your deep chuckle and see that sparkle in your eyes, I know how happy you are. I hope that you have the happiest birthday ever. You are such a special little boy!

Thank you for making us such proud parents! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Speaking of turning back time.........

You've been beautiful and perfect since the first minute we laid eyes on you.
God Bless You Carson!


Niki said...

Another great post!! He is the best and we love him.

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday, Carson! What a wonderful and Emily articulate your feelings so well. All three of your children are so lucky. Love you!

Justin said...

Such a sweet post. Happy Birthday Carson! Looking forward to seeing you soon! :)

P.S. Emma can't stop talking about giving him his birthday present. She keeps saying, "Carson will play with it?" See you soon!

Anonymous said...

Precious. Just beautiful:)

~Jenni S.

Anonymous said...

Here's to many more happy birthdays!


Our Journey To Eden said...

Carson you are such a blessing to us all. We love you sooooo much!!!!

Anonymous said...

Loved the pictures....and yes, he has come so far and will continue to do so with the love of his mom and dad and God's grace. Carson is our joy...we love him so much. Happy Birthday big guy!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Carson is a lucky boy to have a mom and dad like you guys. He already won the Lotto !
Papa Tom
PS. Have a great birthday buddy !!!!

cindy said...

Carson has taught all of us a lesson about life! I think he has touched all of us in a very positive way. Thank you for sharing your experiences and enriching my life! Happy birthday!

cindy said...

What an amazing beautiful boy! Both you and he are very lucky!